i miss him

I miss him but I kept to myself Perhaps he doesn’t miss me at all I love him..but it seems something is missing What can I do…if I message him…he won’t reply me in such a nice way…

If I call him….i felt love is in the air So at least I know..love is there Yeah he is so busy….i should understand.. What can I do instead of being patient.. He at east and I at west… He has his own problem and I was so selfish.. Begging to be satisfied all the time… I hate being me…feeling so bad all the time…

(our memory at Pantai Puteri Melaka)

But then..my heart is whispering… Saying that I should be treating in such a nice way…. Because I’m worth it ( now I’m LOREAL spokesperson hehehe) God please give guidance to me….. He such a nice guy… But then I hope our love have its own spark….as day goes by Dear Lido…..i love u… I do
(this picture had been taken the first day lido went back from his ship Hongkong)