Loving a sailor…

well.i found this sweet poem about loving a sailor...credit to those who write this poem...
as for me..i love this poem becoz i also in love with a sailor. yeah, i agree there were lots of challenges. but this poem give me a spirit in loving my sailor.yet,loving them is not so easy after all...you guys will know why through this poem....

Loving a Mariner is'nt just a play,
Loving him truly is a high price to pay.
It's being alone with nothing to hold,
It's being young, but feeling old.
It's loving him whisper his love for you,
It's whispering back, you love him too.
There's always a kiss and a promise for more,
As his ship slowly glides away from the shore.
Reluctantly, painfully, letting him go,
While you're dying inside from wanting him so.
Watching him leave with eyes filled with tears,
Standing alone with your hopes, dreams, and fears.
It's sending a letter with the stamp upside down,
To a far away love, in a far away town.
It's going to temple, to kneel and to pray,
And really meaning the things that you say.
Days go by - no mail for a spell,
You wait for some words to hear that he is well.
Then a letter arrives and you're given in,
To open this letter and read with a grin.
Yes, he is well and misses you so,
And filled with the love you wanted to know.
Weeks are like months, and months are like years,
You wait for the day you'll have no more fears.
Days go by slowly - how many have passed?
Then suddenly you realize it's here at last!
Yes loving a Mariner isn't much fun,
But it's worth the price when the heart is won.
And remember he is thinking of you every day,
He's sad, he's lonely, while so far away.
So love him and miss him and hold your head high,
Be strong and have faith - wipe that tear from your eye.
Your man is a Mariner, like those who have gone before,
It's a high price to pay for loving a Mariner!

'1st Time met my BF's Family during His Konvo'

me and my Lido.....ALAM'S KONVO DIPLOMA NAUTICAL STUDY 2009

gmbr ni diambil masa konvo dia 18/11 2009. hepi sgt dia bjaya graduate as one of ALAM student. luckily sempat gak curi2 masa dari shah alam turun ALAM Melaka. kesian dia mula ada rmbut, tapi for konvo ni...terpaksa kna botak.nasib bleh cover ngn topi yg smart ni. he look so hndsome la on that day...actually bdk2 laki kat ALAM yg konvo time tu gak pun smua nmpk hndsome...mayb sbb uniform 2 kot hehe.but then, cuci mata la gak...ngeh3 sowi bebeh hehe

selain best sebab dpt mluangkn masa pi konvo dia..actually time ni la gk ak 1st time jumpa family my BF ni....seriusly, NERVES thp MAX of cos..dah la pi sorg, worried for the 1st impression. But then, ak jadi diri aku sendiri, well i belief that inside of me there are lots of positive sides that makes me feel confident la jugak nk jumpa diorg hehe.

ehm from wat i felt bila jumpa ngn family my bf ni, diorg ni sgt la nice, baik, sporting n best la. well let me cite sket.

• auntie Dayang - mak gjan, cntik, sporting sgtttttt, periang, friendly n warm
• uncle Rudy - fader gjan, family man, cool sgt, tgk muka dia sbijik cm my BF..so boleh
  bygknla cne muka my BF di hari tua nnti hehe, penyayang n very responsible, serius gk
• tania - younger sis, pemalu, x byk ckp, lembut sgt,tp ble dh stat ckp dia ni peramah n baik hati gak...
• kak a'a - older sis, ske bgmbr, cntik, peramah, lembut, cpt mesra,warm n suka share stori
• mizan- youngest bro, nakal, cute sgt, lawak, cpt friendly, kuat main, ske tgkp gmbr, snsitif, byk ckp hehe.....rindu plak kt dia

Me and auntie Dayang

me n tania

k. a'a, tania, auntie gjan, kwn2, sblah 2 fader dia me n mizan


Actually my BF ad sorg lagi abg, but dia keje kat miri srwk. So dia x dtg..but then 2 weeks b4 my BF punya konvo..dia pun konvo gk kat UTEM Melaka. That means family gjan ni berulang alik la jugak turun melaka dari bintulu...kesian diorg. but then, demi ank2 punya konvo...semangat2!!! hehe. btw, i pun dh knal abg dia time blaja sma2 kat mlaka during dip.

i sure miss this moment coz teringt balik warm acceptance from my bf family and boleh celebrate my BF punya konvo. but in future..i berazam to improve my 'klakar srwk' so that 'mek boleh klaka srwk ngn sidaknya' he3. kesian jugak ble smua famili dia kna tukar dialek bm pure bcoz of me. =(

sekarang ni my BF tgh struggle utk pass oral under company requirement. for wat i know la according 2 my BF, once pass this oral...dia kna anta surat standby kat ofis by saying that dia dh qualified to be one of his company seafairer n bleh naik kpl. oldo dh 2x attempt my bf failed for his oral. but its ok..he still can try lagi on the 3rd attemp oral which in this 23rd February. i akn trus support dia....

i hope he would pass n my pray will guide along his way insyallah... i love u azizan