Just can’t mad with you

Yesterday I planned that I wanted to break my habit
I wanted to silent my phone..ignored your messages

Because why? For such a reason, you didn’t gave me any messages for 1 whole day,

Then I decided…

Today, I want to sulk with you for the rest of the day…
If I see your message I’ll be laughing and my heart with say

“ serve you right, today is my turn to ignore you!!!!”.

But then I got a message from you……

Hai sayang……psst..psst….
Alamak!!!!!! My heart suddenly meltz…..

He knows my weaknesses…DAMMM!!!
He started the conversation with such a warm way….

Once again I feel like dancing in the air….

His act makes me thinking…perhaps he doesn’t know at all that I mad with him…

Yeah….it’s true he doesn’t know…..

After all he announced to his friend…

’MY GF IS THE MOST UNDERSTANDING GF IN THE WORLD!!!!’
DAMMM!!! He caught me again…

Oh boy…. I’m not your most understandable gf…

Just a minute ago I’m very mad with you..

but the things is..you don’t know that I had mad with you

b... u r d most coolest guy i ever know.. that's y i really2 love u muahxxxx

i miss him

I miss him but I kept to myself Perhaps he doesn’t miss me at all I love him..but it seems something is missing What can I do…if I message him…he won’t reply me in such a nice way…

If I call him….i felt love is in the air So at least I know..love is there Yeah he is so busy….i should understand.. What can I do instead of being patient.. He at east and I at west… He has his own problem and I was so selfish.. Begging to be satisfied all the time… I hate being me…feeling so bad all the time…

(our memory at Pantai Puteri Melaka)

But then..my heart is whispering… Saying that I should be treating in such a nice way…. Because I’m worth it ( now I’m LOREAL spokesperson hehehe) God please give guidance to me….. He such a nice guy… But then I hope our love have its own spark….as day goes by Dear Lido…..i love u… I do
(this picture had been taken the first day lido went back from his ship Hongkong)

if u waste me...

If you waste me
By the time you love me…
My love no longer with you anymore
When you starting to seek me here and there…
I already disappeared with the glance of your eyes…
If you just realize the precious of our relationship…
Now you can see how I threw this love far away…
Then you started to learn the good way to communicate by phone….
Opss dear I’m sorry, I just block your number from my phone..
If you begging me, to give you one more chance…
Hell no, I won’t lapped my split
As you feel lonely when all your chicks were gone…
You then will felt my loneliness without you the only guy in my life….
If you see me without blinking your eyes,,,
Don’t be shocked when I’m now holding other guy’s hand…
A guy who won’t waste me like you did to me…